Its not very often that i write poems now, im more into my photography. But when i do write stuff i'll post it here. Warning... some of these poems can be quite depressing. Self confessed emo!! Ha ha!
Razor of mine by Evil-elz, literature
Literature
Razor of mine
Wake up… it's time,
Razor of mine.
Sweet and divine
Razorblade shine.
I've made up my mind,
Razor of mine,
It's time to unwind.
Razorblades shine.
I need you to find,
Razor of mine,
A good place to hide cos
Razorblades shine.
But maybe this time,
Razor of mine…
I'll say good bye.
THE DREAM
I know your in the corridors.
The background of my mind.
But the words i need to say to you i just cant seem to find.
Sometimes i feel the heat,
As i stand out in the rain.
Wishing for forgiveness,
Wishing we could talk again.
The more i learn,
The less i know.
But i don't understand,
Why you had to go.
As the raindrops fall,
They are joined by my tears.
Now i see you standing there
After all of these years.
Why did you return?
Or what made you change your mind?
Who is it your looking for?
Oh, its me you've come to find.
When you left my heart was shattered.
Torn and ripped at the seams.
Now your back where you
Don't want to be on top of your list,
Monopoly and properly kissed.
We overcome in 60 seconds,
With the strength we have together.
But for now, Emotional severs they stay tied.
When there's trust, they'll be treats.
When there's funk, we'll hear beats.
A VESSEL NAMED FREEDOM
Waiting alone i can not resist.
Healing this pain i have never missed.
Torn from my body i clench my fist.
Visions are pending that don't exist.
The vessels may change but they still stay the same.
Inspired but petrified i play this game.
Once again i am taking the blame.
Whilst lost in this person without a name.
Sailing the seas of dignity,
I'm tossed and thrown endlessly.
Weilding the grief you are causing me.
A sweet devastation is drowning me.
So seeded by your glass deception,
I make just one exception.
Welcomed by a great reception,
Open arms, love and affection,
FREEDOM!
LOOK INSIDE
My body isn't perfect,
I'm too skinny and too short.
My mouth may be a funny shape,
But my words take alot of thought.
My nose may not be small and cute,
But it will just have to do.
My eyes may not be pretty
But they see the best in yoo.
If i handed you my heart,
And then gave you the key,
Could you take a look inside?
And see the best of me?
I was helpless,
As his soul devoured my freedom;
And his mind chewed up my happiness and spat it back at me.
I was emotionless,
As i took beating after beating;
And his temper destroyed my strength and will to live.
This is what his love had become;
As it had distempered me,
And helped me up when i was weak.
This is what his love had become:
A rock for me to climb on,
But no mattress for when i fell.
I found the devilish self in me.
His angelic hands let me go.
And he was emotionless
As i gained my once devoured freedom;
And he was helpless,
As he lay there,
And took beating after beating,
Then he watched as i walked awa
I don't know what to write.
I don't know what to say.
Ive got nothing to think about
But i cant walk away.
I have no new opinion
i have no strength at all.
I'm standing on this cliff top
And I'm scared that i might fall.
I can hear the waves
Crashing on the shore.
My thoughts are crashing in my head,
And i cant take this no more.
The sun begins to burn me.
But the night is drawing near.
And still no-one is listening
To the voices i can hear.
As night falls,
The stars shine on me,
And the sea has calmed its temper,
Now it silence just like me.
Silent screams
Shiny, shiny.. it smiles at me,
A grin of nails is poking my palms,
I'm tearing silently down like twisted dolls.
Pulsating waves of fluid emerge from my self-inflicted pain,
It dribbles down my arms.
The slicing smiles glare at me.
The wounds are seeping, crying.
But what's the use?
The world is an open wound.
And we are all bloody.
I hate myself and i want to die.
I'd cut my wrists but i'd probably cry.
I'd hang myself but i don't wanna choke.
I'd buy some poison but i'm always broke.
There's nothing left so these pills will do.
But before i go, i just wanna say 'I love you'
All of this anger,
All of this pain.
All of this fighting
You won't win again.
All of this hatred,
All of these lies.
All of this waiting
And there's no goodbye.